
See, my face my pumpkin already!! fuck. !!!!!!!!!!
I dunno how many zillion pple have said that i gained weight!!
First was my baby of course, but i did not believe him. cause
why? he always say i boncit mah, so i refused to believe him.
then i looked in the mirror, why my face so big!!!!!! then as
i met pple i knoe, they said i tembam! eh gerammm sey!
Now im very depressed. the last one who saw me and said i
gained weight was my bestie which i have not met for sooo
long! terserempak only you knoww, first thing she said
was i gained weight. makkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!! haiz!
Its not funny. im very sad. and depressed. i wanna do
something!! hopefully my bestie is the last person to say i gemok.
its traumatising!! i need my daily dosage of pills already. ugh!!
Fact is, i gained about 4-5kgs for fuck sake. damn.
what have i done. haiz.
Im so moody. im shy to go anywhere now. i wanna hide
myself from everyone. sobs. :(