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Friday, May 29, 2009

Me: Babyyyy !! u tak gi school ke, da kul ......
Baby: Baby.... *breakdownnnn* nyai .... *breakdownnnn* da takde. *breakdown*
Me: HUH ?! innalillahi wainalillahirojiuun. biler?
Baby: Tadi *breakdownnn* kul 8am.
Me: Haiz. baby be strong okay.
Baby: I will. I nak mandi. *breakdown*

Be strong my baby. God loves her more.
bersyukur she meninggal on a Friday.

Its really really heartbreaking hearing his voice when he broke the news. the last time he cried so terribly was when his grandma been diagnosed with the sickness. its been sometime, and today i heard it again. i actually cried after putting down the phone. i feel him alot, i am saddened myself, apelagi dia. :(

Yesterday my instinct told me something is not right, so i randomly asked my baby how's grandma. he said she's deteriorating. & he's afraid that the worst will happen. true enough, she passed away this morning. Innalillahi wainalilahirojiuun.

I thought of going melawat with my parents, but papa's working. mama told me to go with his friends. so i shall go with baby's schoolmates later.

I have to be strong though i can't bear to see baby like this. i need to give him words of encouragement for him to pull through this and move on. i knoe he needs time. haiz. i worried about his tests next week. just afraid he can't concentrate.

Al-Fatihah to his Grandma. (i'm sorry i don't know the name)
Moga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan moga dia ditempatkan bersama orang-orang yg beriman. Amin.

Btw, the tagboard is back.

♥ 11:12 AM