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Thursday, May 21, 2009


I alwaysssssss...

Cannot bear to see my baby sad because he misses his grandma. aww, i really can't. cause what i experienced in our early months taught me enough. i can't hear him say, "baby, i nak nyai.." or "i rindu bbual ngan nyai.." aww, i can just shed tears hearing that.
like.. he yearns for something that can't or rather, is hardly possible to achieve. cause of his grandma's condition now. and i can do nothing to help him. eversince day 1 when his grandma's sick, i was with him throughout. i saw the love of a grandchild to his grandma, and the suffer he too went through without his favourite nyai. ='(

I may have the bitchest attitude that he had to ever endure(which he did eventually), but, what people don't know is, i will actually try my best to do something that he hopes for. to my extend la that is. for example. the poly he's in. i did all the paperworks, i pulled him to go here and there for his medical checkup, i pester him to submit all papers by the dateline. cause why, when he received his posting results during ITE, he was so down his friends got in poly except him. then when TP send him a letter, i saw it with my own eyes how happy he was. no doubt i am happy too i helped him scrape through all the paperworks for him to land into where he is now. :)

Okay, that was one of my very good deeds to him. oh correction please, one of the MANY. hah. back to the story. well.. but for this case, where he randomly misses his grandma, i can't help it but justtt to pujuk him. deep down inside, i felt very very sad for him. cause i know i can't do anything, just anything to help him cheer up. haiz. i know things are difficult for him, eversince grandma's like that, that is why i am trying my best to not make him suffer more with my attitude. but sometimes PMS overpower me, i can't help it. that, i'm sorry babyboi. & out of the many-many things, he have to say "it hurts to be alone, wonder how is my grandma. i miss her." in his msn's private message. at first i was outraged cause of some stupid issue. but i saw the word grandma. i felt sad for him. very sad.

P/S: Baby, nyai's gonna be alright in hospital. i know you missed her. you always do kan. one day you'll go visit her okay baby? love you. :)


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